crippled_witch | (no subject)

its been ages, far too ages, and things have been good, but i haven't been rigorous enough in my self care so now i am having a meltdown...

and i forget to listen to the other girl, the other actual legitimate voice, and when i do that, all the other voices come and fuck my shit up

stop eating stop sleeping bad girl whore bleed

and i keep dreaming, dreaming, dreaming of Mark

and I thought today, what if he dies? Will I cease to exist? Because all i ever was was something to make him feel good, he invented me